Prologue

"Why didn't you push him?" He asked in a hard voice. His eyes displayed the rage he was feeling, the constant clenching and unclenching of his jaw said it all.

Tears streamed down her cheeks and her body trembled under his burning gaze. She was scared of the lethal look in his eyes, to face the same monster again.

"I.. I don't want t-to get raped again for r-refusing someone." She said in a quivering voice, her eyes red and swollen from crying.

Her one sentence shook him to the core.

He didn't realise the damage he had done to her. His one sin has made her terrified for life. The crime he committed against an innocent soul.

She didn't refuse the man who was assaulting her because she was scared to face the same crime again, to be forced again for not giving her consent, for not agreeing to his advances.

Just like he raped her cruelly for not giving in to him.

***

Killian Sullivan

A 22-year-old man with rage running deep in his veins, eyes looking down at everyone and a heart full of hatred for others. A sadist who enjoys other's pain and suffering. He has got everything he wants- Money, fame, power and girls. A click of his finger and girls are at his feet.

That is until a girl refused to sleep with him and he broke her completely.

Amara

A 17-year-old orphan with dreams in her eyes, lips spread into a smile and heart full of love. An innocent soul who never hurt anyone, the one who always cried seeing others in pain.

Her life was going with ups and downs, with her share of struggles until one day she met with the devil who destroyed her Completely.

***

Chapter 1

"Amara, you are going to leave tomorrow. Have you packed everything?"

The old lady, Marry, asked her. She was the caretaker of the orphanage and had seen Amara growing up from a toddler into a teenager and now soon into an adult.

"I have packed everything, mother." Amara chirped excitedly.

She is an orphan who was left on the doorsteps of this orphanage when she was barely a few months old. It was a rainy night and since then she hates rain and night. The harshness of rain and darkness of night scares her. It makes her feel all alone in the world.

Her life has grown inside this orphanage and tomorrow she is going to leave it. She has been selected by one of the reputed and top colleges to pursue her bachelor's degree in Bachelor of Business Administration. All her hard work and efforts have paid off as she got selected for her dream college.

"Stop smiling like a fool!" Marry snapped at her. "And don't call me Mother! I am not your goddamned mother." She hissed at her.

Amara's smile flattered hearing her.

She moved close to her and wrapped her arms around Marry who stiffened feeling her touch. "You are my mother. You have taken care of me since I was a baby and the only mother figure I have." She mumbled in a small voice.

She looked up at Marry and grinned. "And I know you are angry that I am leaving you tomorrow. After all, I am your favourite child and you will miss me!" She stated happily.

"I will not miss a brat like you."

"Aww, then why did you keep my picture with you?" Amara placed her hands behind her back and smiled at her sweetly.

"I.. I didn't!" Marry snapped. "Enough of your nonsense now. Let go of your childish behaviour from now on. You are going to a new city and be prepared for it. And don't indulge yourself in other activities. If I find you are not focusing on your studies and romancing with some city boy then I will scoop your ass!"

Amara giggled. "Just like you used to do in my childhood." She said.

Marry sighed seeing her behaviour.

"Don't just study there. Get a part-time job for yourself and earn money to finance your expenses. The money which I have given you will finish in a month or two." She said. "And return the money to me once you get a job. I am not doing charity for you here." She added rudely.

"Don't worry, I will return the money to you with a ten percent interest rate once I get a job in a big company." Amara showed her ten fingers to her and smiled brightly.

Marry has given some money from her savings to her and she is grateful for it. She plans to return the money once she gets a job. Also, she wishes to contribute something to this orphanage which has been her only home. Her only dream is to work hard and earn money so that she can help orphan children like her.

"Of course, you will have to do it. It's the least you can do for all the favours I gave to you." Marry said. "Now go and sleep. I don't want you to be late tomorrow."

Amara nodded and kissed her cheek. "Good night." She said and went away before Marry could snap at her for kissing her on the cheek.

"You brat! Come here, I will scoop your ass for real this time." She heard Marry yell.

***

Killian took out another cigarette and lit it. The smoke blew out from his mouth, filling the atmosphere and he inhaled deeply. His mind was a mess and he needed something to calm himself. The loud music was busting in the background and people were grinding their bodies with each other as they danced crazily. He was in a club with his friends.

"Fuck! I need to do something now. Our college is going to end soon and I haven't learnt a single thing." Adien, his friend, chuckled as he gulped the alcohol in one go.

"You guys at least have your father's business. I am fucking broke to even start something on my own." Derek groaned. "Killian you got really lucky man. Your father is a top businessman. Your grandfather and uncle are politicians. You were surely born with a golden fate unlike us."

"Send your sister to me for one day. I will make your fate golden too." Killian replied blowing out the smoke and all his friends chuckled except for Derek who clenched his jaw in anger. He didn't say anything to Killian but from inside he was boiling in anger.

"I heard that Hayden won the bet he made with Adien" Richard asked, his eyes roaming on the juicy ass of the girls who were dancing like there is no tomorrow.

"Bastard owes me one thousand dollars now." Hayden chuckled.

Adien snorted. "You haven't shown me any proof yet." He said. "How will I know if you fucked Mia Or not."

They had a bet about Hayden making Mia fall in love with him, sleeping with her and then breaking up with her.

Hayden smirked. "I have the pictures with me." He said.

"You fucking bastard. I can't believe you got the pictures of her. Show it to us." Richard said with his eyes twinkling in lust.

"What the fuck Hayden?! How can you take pictures of Mia without her permission." Nathaniel spated in anger. "The bet didn't include taking pictures of her. Stop this bullshit before you regret everything."

"Calm down Nathaniel. No one is going to have a look at her pictures. It will remain with me only." Hayden said.

"I swear you-"

"Hello" They heard a feminine voice.

A girl was standing in front of them with a seductive smile on her face as she looked at Killian. The girl was from their college, in the same class as them and her interest in Killian is not hidden.

"Are you free Killian?" She asked him with a smile, twirling her hairs with her finger.

"Why?" Killian smirked at her, his eyes darkening in lust as it roamed over her body.

"We can talk in private if you want." She blinked at him innocently but it was another thing that it looked anything but innocent.

Killian got up and looked at his friends. "I will be back after some time." He said and they nodded knowing very well why he was going.

Killian is the biggest womaniser in their college. He fucks girls with no string attach, insults them, doesn't sleeps with the same girl twice and yet they all run behind him. He has got girls in his both arms and he doesn't gives a fuck about them. For him, girls are nothing but tissue papers which are meant to be used once and thrown away.

***

Killian looked at the other side of the bed where the girl was sleeping soundly, the girl from his college whom he fucked tonight for the first time and last time. Sleeping with the same girl isn't something he does. He needs a new girl everytime and it isn't difficult to find one when girls are dying to be with him.

He looked at the girl with annoyance and displeasure. She had passed out from their fucking session and he felt frustrated with her. She couldn't even handle him for one round. He could still hear her loud annoying scream when he fucked her. She screamed like a bitch in heat.

Fucking weak bitch.

His clothes were lying carelessly on the floor and he wore them. He went out of the room. After some time, he reached near his friends.

"You came early" Adien said to him with a smirk.

"The bitch couldn't handle me." Killian grunted as he sat. "Where are Nathaniel and Richard?" He asked.

"Nathaniel left for his house and Richard is dancing with some chick." Adien replied. He gave Killian a glass filled with alcohol. "Here"

Killian smirked and took the drink from him.

This is what he needed at the moment.

Chapter 2

Amara had her backpack and a rolling suitcase ready. She is leaving for the train station as she is going from the train to her destination. Marry had managed to book a local ticket for her with her own money and it helped her to save the money for future use.

"Amara, you will become a city girl now!" A five-year-old Lucas said squealing.

Amara giggled and picked him in her arms. He has become quite heavy and big now because of his growing age. She remembers the day clearly when he too was left near the orphanage one night when he was one and half years old. Since she has taken care of him and felt an unknown connection to him.

"No silly. I will still be this orphanage's girl even when I go to the city." She said and bumped her nose with his playfully.

"You promise to bring toys for me when you come back?" He asked, looking at her with wide hopeful eyes.

"I promise"

She smiled at how his eyes twinkled.

"But don't bring toys for others!" He ordered in his childish voice.

"And why is that?" She asked, pretending to think about it deeply.

"Because you are only my Sister, not theirs!" He stated possessively.

She laughed and kissed his chubby cheeks which became pink instantly. "How about I bring more toys for you than them?" She asked.

"Yes, it will be perfect. They will be jealous of me." He smiled widely showing his toothy grin.

"Amara, are you ready?" She heard Emma, her friend, call her.

"Yes, I am." She replied.

"Great!" Emma replied. "Marry aunt asked me to drop you at the railway station." She told.

Amara frowned sadly. "Isn't she coming to meet me?" She asked as she made Lucas stand on the ground.

"She said she is busy." Emma told.

"Ohh," Amara said. "I will go and meet her then." She left from there.

She entered the room where Marry usually is. She didn't bother knocking because she knew Marry would ask her to leave anyway.

"Why didn't you come to meet me?" She pouted at her and blinked her eyes.

"You are not the only one in this orphanage who needs me, Amara. I also have others to take care of." Marry replied coldly.

"But I just need five minutes of yours," Amara said and went near her. She saw the corner of Marry's eyes filled with tears. "Don't cry Marry, I will come to meet you in holidays and festivals." She told.

"I am not crying." Marry hissed at her. "Something just went in my eyes." She said and rubbed her eyes.

"We both know that's a plain lie." Amara folded her hands and looked at her with an accusing gaze. "You know it won't cause you a penny to say that you will miss me." She smiled at her adorably.

"You brat! Get out before I scoop your ass!" Marry yelled.

Amara frowned hearing her. "You are always ready to scoop me." She said, "Do you like my bum-bum, Marry?" She asked with a cheeky smile and shook her bum a little.

"You brat!!!! Get out!"

***

Amara and Emma waited for a cab.

"Emma, is your admission to the college confirmed?" Amara asked her.

"It is," Emma said. "It's not a big deal to get admission there since it is a local college."

A sigh left her lips. "You know I will be eighteen soon and after that, I need to leave the orphanage. I don't know where to go after that." She said.

Amara stayed silent hearing her. She didn't know what to say or how to console her. It's a rule to leave the orphanage once you turn eighteen. Life after it is harsh as one has to face the outside world alone. God has been kind to her to provide her admission to her dream college and she knows her life will be smooth once she graduates from there after three years.

"You will find a way, Emma. God always plans the best for us, have faith in him." Amara smiled at her.

"Right" Emma nodded. "You are going to a new city Amara, a rich city to be precise and you will find so many new people there. What if you fall for someone from your college?" She asked, wriggling her brow in a teasing manner.

A pink hue spread on Amara's cheeks as she blushed like a bloomed rose.

"I am not going there to fall in love with someone." She said, embarrassed.

"I know! But you can't ignore the fact that there will be so many boys there. You are bound to get a tiny crush on someone." Emma teased.

"I will not! Marry will-"

"Scoop your ass if she finds out about it." Emma completed her sentence with a laugh.

Soon a cab came near them and dropped them off at the railway station. Amara and Emma entered the platform and saw various trains lined up.

"Which one is yours?" Emma asked.

"My train still has time to come," Amara replied and both took a seat on the empty benches.

"Amara, you have an extra water bottle and lunch, right?" Emma asked.

"I have"

"Good. Don't come out of the train until and unless it's extremely important."

It took around twenty minutes for the train to come and Amara stood up seeing it. "It's my train!" She said excitedly.

"Yes yes now go inside. See the crowd here, you won't get a seat if you don't go fast." Emma said and Amara nodded.

The train stopped and she went inside it quickly, passing through the crowd easily because of her small height and fragile body. She got a window seat for herself.

"Bye Bye!" She smiled and waved at Emma from the window.

The train to her destination has come finally.

***

"The fuck I am hearing Killian?!" Nathaniel asked with a scowl on his face.

"What happened?" Killian asked him, looking at him with his dark eyes.

"Scarlett is pregnant with your fucking child." Nathaniel said and everyone was shocked hearing him.

"Damn! Did I become an uncle at such a young age?! Couldn't you control your dick for once Killian? I don't want litter around me calling me a fucking uncle." Aiden groaned as he rubbed his forehead.

"Shut your mouth Aiden. That filth growing in her stomach is not my child. Do you think I will be careless enough to sleep with others without protection?!" Killian stated in anger.

"Protection doesn't always work. What if it's your child?" Derek said and it made Killian go into a deep thinking.

"I will make her abort the child if it's mine." He said and his friends looked at him and nodded.

"It will be best." Richard agreed.

"Where is Scarlett? I need to deal with her for real good this time." Killian greeted his teeth.

"I saw her in the auditorium last time," Hayden said and Killian went there fuming in anger.

***

Scarlett was with her friends, talking with them and smiling when suddenly she saw Killian making his way towards her. His body language was screaming anger and she became scared. A gasp left her lips when he slammed her on the wall making her wince in pain. He gripped her cheeks in a tight grip and brought his face dangerously close to her.

"Whose filth are you carrying in your fucking stomach?" He asked with a clenched jaw and she trembled in fright.

"Y-Yours" She shuttered and watched as his eyes darkened.

"I fucking hate liars! Tell me the truth or else I will make your entire family stand on the road!" He growled and dug his nails into her cheeks painfully making her yelp in pain.

Everyone watched the scene in front of them but no one said anything. Killian Sullivian belongs to a powerful and influential family and no one dares to mess with him. His family has connections everywhere and the one who dares to mess with them is no longer alive.

"I a-am telling the truth! B-believe me." Scarlett cried and struggled against his grip.

"It's y-your child I am carrying but you don't have to do anything w-with it. I will take care of it a-and will never cross paths with you again. Just let me go..please." She pleaded.

He yanked her hair and made her look into his eyes. "Abort it." He said and her eyes widened in fear.

"N-No" She begged. "It's my baby. I won't abort it." She said stubbornly.

"No?" He chuckled humorously and she felt terrified of it. "You think I will let a whore like you carry my child? The woman who will carry my child will be of my standards not a fucking poor girl like you!"

She closed her eyes hearing him. "P-please" She begged.

"You. Will. Abort. This. Bastard." He said darkly.

"I don't care whose child you are carrying, whether it's mine or someone else's. You will abort it today itself. If you didn't then you know very well what I can do." He patted her cheek in a threatening manner and she sobbed bitterly hearing him.

"I will destroy you and your family completely."

***

Chapter 3

It was evening when Amara reached the city. She went towards the hostel where she would be living. After some formalities and other things, she went to her room. The room which she got is already shared by two people and she is the third one to join them now. 

Upon entering the room, she saw clothes lying on the floor carelessly, some stuff was thrown here and there. She winced looking at the condition of the room. 

In the orphanage, she stayed with fifteen people but never has the condition of her room been this bad.

She saw two girls there doing their work.

"Hey guys," She said meekly and fiddled with the helm of her dress. 

Both the girls got aware of the third person in the room and looked at her suspiciously. 

"Who are you?" One of the girls asked, folding her hands on her chest. 

"I am your new roommate," Amara revealed, looking at them nervously. She hopes that they both are friendly so that she can make them her friends. 

"Ohh"

"Welcome to the room then" The girl smiled and so did the second girl.   

Amara smiled seeing their friendly nature. 

It's a good start. She made friends on the first day itself. 

"I am Amara and you both?" She asked eagerly.  

"I am Chloe-" The first girl replied, "-and she is  Everly." She said pointing at the second girl.

"Err.. We are sorry for the condition of the room. I couldn't find my favourite dress and messed up everything." Everly said embarrassed.

"It's alright." Amara smiled. 

"We will just make the room tidy. Till then you can sit on the couch?" Chloe said and immediately picked up her bag from the single-seater couch. 

It took fifteen minutes for the girls to clean up everything. 

"So, you are the new admission to the college right?" Everly asked. 

Amara nodded. "Can you tell me something about the college?" She asked excitedly about the place where she would spend three years of her life. 

It was her dream to get admission to this college for the last two years. She wanted to pursue a degree in Bachelors of Business Administration and this college is best for it in the entire country. Her excitement couldn't be explained in words but it could be seen in the way her eyes shone in happiness as she spoke about it. 

"Sure" Everly smiled. "Firstly, this excitement will no longer be there till the end of the sixth semester. You will beg to change the college because of the pressure of studies, assignments, internship, group discussions, extra-curricular activities and many more things this college has." 

"The only reason you will wish to stay here will be because of its reputation." Chloe said with a shrug.

Amara's smile flattered hearing them. 

Is the pressure too much in college? She wondered.

"Ohh" She said. 

"And another thing which you need to know is never trust anyone in the college. The boys there often get involved in unnecessary fights, bets about girls and much more worse things. So maintain a safe distance from them." Chloe told and she nodded. 

"There's also one nightstand, hook-ups, friends with benefits kind of thing so I will suggest you to be away from such boys who indulge in such things, unless and until you wish to have some time pass and are not afraid of heartbreak of course." Everly told. 

Amara nodded again. 

"There are also people who are involved with drugs and gangs. Stay away from them too." Everly added further. 

"I have a small doubt." Amara said with a small frown adorning her face. "If it's a reputed college then why does it have such types of activities? Why don't the authorities take action against such people?" She asked. 

"Oh sweetheart, it's all about power and influence. Such things don't come out and even if it does, it is covered by the rich people. Besides, you will find such things in every other college out there." Chloe said.

Amara didn't know what to feel about it..

She came here because she thought this college was the best one out there but only the people from inside knew about its dark reality. 

"So, tell us something about yourself, Amara." Everly asked and Amara nodded.

"I am an orphan-" She saw how they looked at her with a sympathetic gaze. "-don't feel sorry for me. Being an orphan is not as bad as you think. Of course, there are many factors which we lack in our life but it doesn't mean we are any less happy." She said. 

"We grew up in an environment where everyone supports each other, and we have many sisters and brothers whom we can call ours. We orphans have a big family." She extended her arm as much as she could and smiled cheerfully. 

Everly and Chloe smiled at her but somewhere in the corner of their heart they still felt pity for her. 

No matter what, one needs parents in their life. Life without them is hard and no one can deny it. The one who helps us in hard times is the blood relation only, not some other person. It doesn't matter how many fights we have with our parents or siblings, in the end, they are the only ones who come for us.

Sure there are a few exceptional cases but it's not the same every time.  They could be wrong too but at the same time, they can be right too. 

"Ohh shit! I forgot to tell you about the most important thing!" Chloe said and Amara looked at her curiously. 

"Don't ever cross paths with Killian and his friends. They are our seniors and it will be best if you never come in front of any of them." Chloe disclosed. 

"Killian" Amara scrunched her nose. "He sounds like a forty-year-old uncle to me."

Everly and Chloe burst out laughing hearing her. "You are amazing Amara" Everly said, wiping the tears from the corner of her eyes. 

Amara smiled widely upon hearing her. They think she is amazing!

"Thank you"

"Well, jokes apart. These are all the things you need to know about before starting college." Everly said. 

***

Killian entered his house drunk. He had a party with his friends after he made sure to abort that bastard which was growing inside Scarlett's stomach. 

Bitch thought she could carry his child inside her. 

He still remembers her crying and pleading when he made her abort the child. He doesn't know if the child is his or not but he wanted to get rid of the problem which was growing in her stomach. He doesn't want his name to be associated with someone's filth. Who knows whose dirty blood must be running in that bastard which was growing in Scarlett's stomach. 

She wasn't ready to abort the child and he had to threaten her again to get things done in her favour. The doctor even refused to abort the baby once he get to know that the mother is not ready to abort it but one glare from him and the doctor did as he was told like a fucking chicken. 

The woman who will receive the honour to carry his child will be beautiful, and from a rich background, it doesn't matters if she is not as rich as him since no one can suppress him in power and richness but she shouldn't be a fucking peasant either, and most importantly she should be a virgin. 

He won't tolerate a woman who is not a virgin. It's a different thing to sleep with other girls who are not virgins but the woman who will become his wife and carry his child will be a virgin only. He won't accept a woman who is a fucking whore, spreading her legs for every man out there to get fucked like a bitch in heat. 

His woman needs to be pure and innocent in every aspect. She shouldn't be in a relationship with anyone before him. He should be her first in every aspect. 

Sure he sleeps with other girls but it's a different thing. He is a man and he can do anything. Men have needs and he is no different. 

"What am I hearing Killian?" He heard his father shout as soon as he entered the house.

Fucking hell! He doesn't need another drama right now.

"What happened now?" He asked in frustration. 

"Don't talk to me in that tone, young man! I am your father and I won't tolerate any disrespect towards me." His father said with a clenched jaw. 

Killian closed his eyes to calm himself down. "What do you want to talk about?" He asked. 

"Did you make a girl abort your child?" His father asked.

"I don't know if the child was mine or not." Killian said. There was no emotion on his face as he said it. His eyes didn't show an ounce of regret for what he did. He made a mother abort her child and he doesn't feel anything about it. 

"Why didn't you had a DNA test before aborting the baby?! What if the child carries Sullivan's blood in it?" His father shouted in anger.

"You think I will let that whore of a girl give birth to my child?" Killian raised his voice. 

"You should have thought that before knocking her up. You aborted a baby who could be our own blood!" His father snapped. 

That child could be his potential grandchild and he or she was gone from the world even before it got the chance to breathe in the world. 

Killian sighed. He could feel a headache forming and he wanted to get away from there. 

"If that's all that you want to say then I will leave." He said coldly and left from there without giving his father a chance to say anything.

His father stood in his place and clenched his fist in anger. If it was someone else in Killian's place then the person would be dead by now but it was his son, his blood and he can't harm him. 

And he won't let any harm come to his son either. He will destroy the person who dares to mess with his son.

***

Chapter 4  

One day later.

Amara was getting ready. It was her first day in college and she was excited about it. She had Chloe and Everly with her too but unfortunately, they were her seniors by a year and thus she will be alone in her class.

"Are you ready Amara?" Everlyasked.

"Yes, I am." Amara said and took her bag.

"Great! Let's leave now. It's your first day in the college and we don't want to be late, do we?" Chloe asked and Amara shook her head in no.

The college was at a walkable distance from their hostel and took about ten minutes to reach. The three girls left the hostel and after some time they reached the college.

"We should now leave for our class Amara." Chloe said and Amara nodded.

"Wait!" Amara stopped them. "I don't know where my class is. Can you show me the way to my class?" She asked them.

It's her first day in college and thus she doesn't know much about its structure.

"Of course." Chloe said.

They both took her to the second floor and stood in front of room number 55.

"Your classes will be conducted here." Everly said. "Don't be shy and make new friends here." She added with a smile.

"I will" Amara replied with a smile of her own. "Thank you" She added.

The girls just smiled at her and left from there after saying bye.

Amara entered the class and saw only a few students were present in the class. Most of them were busy on their phones while the rest were busy talking with each other.

She walked and sat on the fourth bench. It made her feel safe. She is neither on the first benches nor on the back benches.

Middle benches make her feel safe.

Soon the class started to get filled with students. The noise increased as the students were chatting with one another.

Amara felt alone in the class.

The professor came inside the class and the students got silent. The professor asked everyone to introduce themselves. Once it was done, he asked them to write down the syllabus for their first semester.

Amara opened her copy and searched for her pen. She frowned when she couldn't find one. It was when she realised that in her excitement to come to the college, she forgot to carry her pen.

She looked around and saw that everyone was ready with their notebooks and pens.

She looked at the boy beside her. "E-Excuse me?" She hesitated to call him. She has never been good with the opposite gender.

"Yes?" The boy looked at her.

"Do you have an extra pen?" She asked him in a small voice, too embarrassed to ask for things on her first day

The boy nodded and gave her a blue pen.

"Thank you" She mumbled and began to write the syllabus that the professor was dictating.

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It was an off-lecture for Amara as the teacher was absent. She decided to utilise it by applying for a scholarship form. Marry told her to apply for the scholarship as soon as possible and she hopes that the scholarship form gets accepted.

She asked a girl about the scholarship department and she was told that it's on the first floor. She went to the first floor and got confused seeing so many ways.

Which one leads to the scholarship department? She wondered.

She looked around and tried to search for it. As she continued to walk, she didn't realise when she bumped into someone hard. A gasp left her lips and she rubbed her forehead to soothe the pain.

"What the fuck?!" A voice growled near her and she stepped back, flinching in fear. The voice was filled with anger and she felt her heart beating fast due to the intensity of rage which the man held.

"I a-am sorry"

She apologised in a meek voice, too scared to look at the man.

"Look. At. Me." He demanded in a menacing tone.

She had an internal debate within herself, hesitating to agree to his demand but then she slowly recalled that Everlyand Chloe warned her to not mess with any boy and she didn't want to have any grudges with anyone.

She slowly lifted her head and her blue eyes filled with innocence met with his dark sharp ones.

Anger.

His eyes were looking down at her with anger, the intensity behind it scared her and made her tremble slightly. He took a step forward towards her, his tall height and muscular frame empowered her easily. Behind him were a few more men and she took a step back instinctively but he was quick to hold her hand in his strong grip.

"Leave me." She looked up at him in disbelief, trying her best to move her hand away from his hold. How can he hold her hand without her permission?

"Who are you?" He asked in a cold voice, his grip for not losing on her for once.

She didn't answer his question but instead tried to free herself from his steel-like grip. Her hand was starting to hurt due to his tight hold.

His jaw clenched in anger when she didn't reply and he dug his nails inside her skin. She winced in pain and looked around to see if someone would help her but unfortunately, they all were watching the scene.

"W-what are you doing? Let me go."

He jerked her towards him and looked at her in rage, rage for not answering his question.

"I. Asked. Who. Are. You." He gritted his teeth and looked at her in raw anger, his sharp eyes glaring down at her.

"A-Amara" She said, getting afraid of him now. His aura was screaming danger and she wanted to be away from him.

"Amara" He tasted her name on his lips and she shivered. Her name from his mouth made her feel terror and anxiousness. Something about him wasn't right.

"Your last name?" He asked her, looking straight into her eyes. His dark orbs were deadly, making her want to coward back in fear.

"I don't have o-one. I am an orphan."

"Orphan hm?" A vicious smirk pulled over his lips and a chill ran down her spine.

"How much for one night?" He asked and she felt tears forming in her eyes due to the humiliation.

"Leave me!" She said angrily and tried to free herself from his grip.

He chuckled humorously seeing her fruitless action. "Don't act innocent baby. I know how you orphans sleep your way up." He said and jerked her towards him.

Tears ran down her cheeks hearing him. Her shame only grew more as other people watched him say those disgusting words to her. She felt humiliated!

He brought his face dangerously close to hers and whispered in her ear,

"Name your price for one night and submit yourself to me."

"I said leave me! I am not-"

"Drop the act. I can give you any amount you ask for. Just one night and it will be over." Saying he nuzzled his face in her neck.

Amara paled when he did it. Without any control over her actions, she lifted her other free hand and slapped him right on his cheek.

Silence.

PPin-dropsilence, a haunting and deadly silence.

The students looked at Amara astonished, their faces carrying the same look- Fear and Pity. Everyone was holding their breath, scared for the new girl who messed up with the wrong man.

Her lips parted in fear when his eyes darkened, enough to make someone tremble in fear and she was no different. His body became rigid and he clenched his jaw. His Aura turned deadlier and she felt suffocated to be in the same presence as him.

"Ahh!" Before she knew it, she was slammed on the wall ruthlessly by him and a sharp cry left her lips. He wrapped his hand around her neck in a death grip, choking her and cutting her oxygen supply.

"You bitch! How dare you slap me?! I will fucking kill you." He growled in anger and forced more pressure on her neck. She gasped for air, struggling against him. Tears formed in her eyes again and her entire face turned red due to the lack of oxygen.

"Fuck! What are you doing man! Leave her." His friends gathered near him, trying to separate him from Amara. They all succeeded as they dragged the man who was glaring at Amara with rage and hatred clear in his eyes.

"Fucking bitch! I won't leave you." His body was shaking in anger and he looked no less than a beast who wanted to destroy her. He looked monstrous.

She felt herself getting frozen due to the amount of fear she was feeling. Tears were running down her cheeks without any control. She saw him fighting against his friend's hold and she took a few steps back in fear, before she knew it she started to run from there. The last thing which she heard from there was,

"Calm down Killian. We will deal with her later"

***

Amara entered her room and closed the door. The incident from college was still fresh in her mind and she couldn't help but tremble in fear. She left her classes and came to the hostel straight away because of that horrible incident. She sat down on the floor with her heart thumping loudly in her chest.

She doesn't know what to do now..

She didn't expect to run into that man nor did she expect him to say those disgusting things to her. She closed her eyes in humiliation as his words ran in her ears again.

How much for one night?

Tears formed in her eyes as she recalled how he humiliated her in front of everyone. He made her feel so cheap and disgusting. She might be an orphan but the thought of sleeping with others just to get something never crossed her mind.

She never imagined doing something like that and him saying those disgusting words in front of everyone was like a sharp slash to her dignity.

She doesn't even know who he is!

Killian.

That's what his friends called him. The name sounded familiar to her and she recalled Chloe saying the same name. She warned her to not mess with boys from college and especially Killian.

She felt difficulty in breathing, realising that she messed with the only man she told not to. But she didn't want to mess with him, she didn't want any of it to happen.

She looked at her hand where his nail marks were clearly visible against her skin. It looked horrible, the marks were red and deep.

His sharp dark eyes came in front of her eyes. The same eyes that were looking at her with rage and hatred, with a hidden vow in them to destroy her completely. She shuddered in fear.

She shouldn't have slapped him. He looked like he wanted to bury her alive for slapping him. If it wasn't for his friends then she is sure he would have choked her to death.

No, no, no!

She is thinking too much.

He won't do anything to her or so she hoped.

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Chapter 5

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Time was passing by and there was utter silence. The only sound which could be heard was the ticking of the clock. The silence was haunting and terrifying.

Nathaniel, Aiden, Derek, Richard and Hayden stared at Killian in concern. He wasn't saying anything or doing something to express his anger. It's not the Killian they know. The Killian whom they know would have broken all the things in anger.

Killian was sitting on the chair, staring at the wall with a blank expression on his face. He was calm, too calm to be true. His friends knew what it indicated.

It was the calmness before the storm.

"Killian, are you seriously going to leave that bitch who slapped you?" Aiden asked. He was angry that a roadside orphan dared to slap his friend, his very own friend who is untouchable.

"Don't forget you are the same Killian who beat the shit out of a boy who dared to raise his eyes at you. You can't let that orphan bitch get away after slapping you. You need to teach her a lesson which she remembers for her life." Hayden said.

"Why are you silent Killian? You need to do something. If you won't do something then leave it to me. I will handle that fucking bitch so that she knows her damn place." Richard said in anger.

"Shut up guys! What the hell is wrong with you all? Killian won't do a thing to that girl. He was the one who provoked her to slap him. She is innocent and let her stay out of this mess." Nathaniel said and others looked at him like he said something out of the world.

"Has that orphan whore seduced you that you are speaking in her favour? Don't forget what she did. She fucking slapped Killian. She needs to pay for her mistake." Derek said with a glint that others failed to understand.

"What the fuck Derek?! How can you say something like this? You know I am in a relationship with my girl and I won't dare to look at other girls. Unlike you all, I am a loyal and committed man!"

Killian looked at his friends with a blank expression. His face was void of any emotion but from inside he was burning in the fire of vengeance. Rage was running his veins like a lava which was ready to burn the whole world.

He stood up suddenly, pushing the chair with a great force and his friends looked at him. They could sense the change of demeanour in Killian.

Killian's eyes turned bloodshot as he recalled how that whore slapped him in front of everyone. She fucking insulted him in front of everyone. No no dared to raise their eyes at him and this fucking bitch raised her hand at him.

Rage took over and he punched the window in frustration, The glass broke and some of its pieces pierced inside his skin. Deep red blood flowed down his palm but he didn't feel any pain. His heart was burning in agony and he wanted to burn Amara in that fire.

He wanted to destroy her.

"What the fuck are you doing Killian?!" Nathaniel and Aiden rushed to him, followed by others.

"Have you gone mad? Hurting yourself for a low life like her?" Aiden said in anger as he looked at Killian's bloodied hand.

"She slapped me." Killian said in a low tone which was filled with anger. His jaw clenched in anger.

"SHE FUCKING SLAPPED ME! KILLIAN SULLIVAN. I WON'T SPARE THAT BITCH. I will make her cry tears of blood! She will beg, cry and plead for me to spare her but I won't leave her. She will beg to die when I am done with her!" Madness took over him and all he could see was red.

Never in his life he was refused, he got what he asked for with a snap of his finger. That bitch not only refused him but also dared to slap him. She will pay for it, she will fucking pay for it. Never in his life had he been slapped. His father never raised his hand on him and a low-life girl slapped him. It was not a slap on his face, it was a slap on his ego!

A smirk appeared on all his friends' faces hearing him except for Nathaniel.

"What are you planning to do Killian?" Aiden asked him with an evil smile. He had an idea about what was going on inside his best friend's mind.

"Bring her to my penthouse." Killian said.

Nathaniel stared at him in shock. "What exactly are you planning Killian?" He asked.

"She insulted me in front of everyone by slapping me. I will make sure that she won't even look at herself when I am done with her." Killian spatted in anger.

He will make sure that her dignity is crushed by him. That she will think twice before raising her hand at any man.

He still remembers when he first saw her. She was like a lost child, looking around in confusion and fear like a prey who was afraid to get hunted. Too bad that his eyes fell on her, for he is worse than a mere hunter.

Her beauty captivated him, the desire to have her was so intense that he couldn't explain it in words. She was a nymph, seducing and captivating him with her innocence. Her big bambi eyes reflected pure innocence, a small button nose and those soft lips which he wanted to claim badly which was a surprise since he doesn't kiss girls. He does sleep with other girls but he never kisses any of them. As surprising as it might sound, he is yet to have his first kiss.

When he got to know that she was an orphan, he proposed to her to spend a night with him. She is an orphan and it will be easy to get her in his bed. After all, it's not possible for an orphan like her to be selected in a reputed college like his. But she had to act like an innocent little girl. He knows such girls very well. They play hard to get. He wouldn't have minded it but she messed up after she raised her hand on him. And now she will have to deal with the consequences.

She should have been grateful that he asked her to spend a night with him. An orphan like her can't even touch him and he gave her the opportunity to sleep with him. Instead of being grateful, she showed her attitude to him.

"When do you want her at your penthouse?" Richard asked with a grin.

A sinister smirk appeared on Killian's face.

"Tomorrow night."

"Are you out of your mind Killian?! How can you even think of doing something disgusting to a girl? It's a fucking crime." Nathaniel said, looking at his friend in disbelief.

"She should have thought about it before messing with me. I asked her to spend a night with me but she refused. Now, I will sleep with her whether she agrees or not. Her consent doesn't matter to me. She refused to sleep with me for one night, now I will make sure that she remembers what I did to her every night." Killian said darkly and everyone could tell that something about him was off.

Killian will have her either by hook or crook.

"Won't you let us have her too?" Richard asked playfully but he meant every word he said.

Killian looked at him with a dark gaze. Richard chuckled nervously looking at him. "Alright bro, she is all yours."

"You can have her once I am done with her."

Killian took out a cigarette and lit it. He doesn't care about that orphan bitch. She can die in front of him and he won't bat an eye. But before she can die, he will break her. He will break her to an extent that she knows with whom she messed with.

Derek and Richard smirked hearing him. Aiden and Hayden had a neutral expression whereas Nathaniel had a disgusted look on his face.

"I am leaving from here! Do what you want but I am not included in this mess of yours." Nathaniel said and left from there in anger.

Derek chuckled. "He always has been the sensitive one."

"I am not with you guys either." Hayden said and Killian's gaze snapped at him.

He can understand why Nathaniel said no but why is Hayden saying no.

"Why?" Killian asked in a low tone.

"I will always support you, in every situation. I will help to bring her to your penthouse but I will not touch her." Hayden said.

Killian hummed hearing him.

"So, it will be Derek, Aiden and me then," Richard said with a grin.

"I am not." Aiden said. "I will be gone once I bring her to Killian. I have no interest in touching a roadside orphan."

Killian looked outside the window. The darkness outside was nothing in front of the darkness which he was carrying inside him. A deadly volcano of revenge was growing inside him, ready to burst and burn everything that came in its way and it would only stop when he would get what he wanted.

And he wanted to have revenge. Revenge on Amara, he wanted to destroy her.

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